The Five Skandhas
The Buddhist doctrine of egolessness seems to be a bit
confusing to people. I think this is because there is some confusion as
to what is meant by ego. Ego, in the Buddhist sense,
is quite different from the Freudian ego. The Buddhist
ego is a collection of mental events classified into five categories,
called Skandhas, loosely translated as bundles, or heaps.
If we were to borrow a western expression, we could say that "in
the beginning" things were going along quite well. At some point,
however, there was a loss of confidence in the way things were going.
There was a kind of primordial panic which produced confusion about
what was happening. Rather than acknowledging this loss of confidence,
there was an identification with the panic and confusion. Ego began
to form. This is known as the first skandha, the skandha of
form.
After the identification with confusion, ego begins to explore how
it feels about the formation of this experience. If we like the experience,
we try to draw it in. If we dislike it, we try to push it away, or destroy
it. If we feel neutral about it, we just ignore it. The way we feel
about the experience is called the skandha of form; what we try to do
about it is known as the skandha of impulse/perception.
The next stage is to try to identify, or label the experience. If we
can put it into a category, we can manipulate it better. Then we would
have a whole bag of tricks to use on it. This is the skandha
of concept. The final step in the birth of ego, is called the
skandha of consciousness. Ego begins to churn thoughts
and emotions around and around. This makes ego feel solid and real.
The churning around and around is called samsara literally, to whirl
about. The way ego feels about its situation (skandha of feeling)
determines which of the six realms of existence it creates for itself.